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purleweafter spending the nite fruitlessly working on the dsl...
I dreamed about high school. All my real friends were there. The ones that if I ever could reach them we would be fine with each other. We were all adults in it.. not kids still. And I got along with all of them as well as I got on with them in high school. None of them cared who was gay or straight, so we all sat around talking about our partners and our full lives and really being present for each other. (aside: I don't think the people I really cared about in high would have cared who was gay or who was straight. Those weren't the type of people I think I hung out with.. but in dreams it is nicer to "forget" those folks who would lose their cool.)
Then I woke up and realized they were gone. Damn that sucked.
Steven.. you were there. So were you Vanda. Dan B was there and Matt S. A ton of others that I cannot remember. People I miss dearly. People I cannot find anymore because I simply don't know where to look. So I send you all my love. I send the love to those I miss and know I might never see. You guys made me the (self-proclaimed) ultra-cool person I am today. I think my dream was reminding me where I came from and who those people are in my life. They are the collective subconsious that guide me today. Thank you.
I dreamed about high school. All my real friends were there. The ones that if I ever could reach them we would be fine with each other. We were all adults in it.. not kids still. And I got along with all of them as well as I got on with them in high school. None of them cared who was gay or straight, so we all sat around talking about our partners and our full lives and really being present for each other. (aside: I don't think the people I really cared about in high would have cared who was gay or who was straight. Those weren't the type of people I think I hung out with.. but in dreams it is nicer to "forget" those folks who would lose their cool.)
Then I woke up and realized they were gone. Damn that sucked.
Steven.. you were there. So were you Vanda. Dan B was there and Matt S. A ton of others that I cannot remember. People I miss dearly. People I cannot find anymore because I simply don't know where to look. So I send you all my love. I send the love to those I miss and know I might never see. You guys made me the (self-proclaimed) ultra-cool person I am today. I think my dream was reminding me where I came from and who those people are in my life. They are the collective subconsious that guide me today. Thank you.
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Date: 2006-12-24 02:19 pm (UTC)I saw Leslie recently, she came to my bridal shower and came to my wedding in Florida even. It was really really nice.
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Date: 2006-12-26 08:44 pm (UTC)AH lazlo. how is she? I hope she is well. who else do you see? Is it weird to live at "home" now that you've lived away for awhile??