updatey of sorts
I just went through my FL again. I was pretty ruthless. Partly b'c I won't update my birthday through LJ and so I get alot of "click to if over 18" stuff that bothers the hell outta me. So I dumped a ton of communities and some friends. It has nothing to do with who you are, only to do with my sanity.
And my sanity is walking a very high tightrope right now. I am pretty bad off in a number of ways. I am so sad about Ben that every little bump in the road is a huge mountain I am sometimes too tired to climb over. Last nite the kitchen sink died. Either the garbarge disposal bit the dust, ot else I have a back up to put all other back ups to shame. I took the sink apart and could not find the problem. The earliest it will be fixed is tomorrow. the latest? thursday. I was a pretty miserable lump last nite.
I'm trying to cut down on the whole time on LJ thing anyway. So in reality cutting down the FL is a good thing.
And my sanity is walking a very high tightrope right now. I am pretty bad off in a number of ways. I am so sad about Ben that every little bump in the road is a huge mountain I am sometimes too tired to climb over. Last nite the kitchen sink died. Either the garbarge disposal bit the dust, ot else I have a back up to put all other back ups to shame. I took the sink apart and could not find the problem. The earliest it will be fixed is tomorrow. the latest? thursday. I was a pretty miserable lump last nite.
I'm trying to cut down on the whole time on LJ thing anyway. So in reality cutting down the FL is a good thing.